One of the constant struggles I face in my Christian walk is my tendency to neglect my relationship with God during busy times. It's definitely something I need to work on.
A constant fear I have is not living out my faith in the face of my non-believing friends. I'ma always afraid of being too pushy with them because many have told me that they went to church at one point, but the people were too pushy, controlling, judgemental that they kind of gave up and left Christianity as a whole. My experience with Koinonia was kind of like that so I understand where they are coming from. Even I felt pressured and wanted to quit Christianity when I attended that fellowship. So now, my tactic is being understanding and being as non-judgemental as possible, which...many actually appreciate. But, I'm just afraid that it's not enough. I don't know.
On a more random note, been sleeping around 3am every night. Even missed church this morning because I couldn't wake up. This is definitely unhealthy for me and wreaking havoc on my face. =(
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