wonder

i wonder why heartache can last for this long. i wonder why random events can trigger these feelings still. it kind of sucks honestly. random songs, random daily activities can unearth this dull, yet evident physical pain in my chest. it's really pretty pathetic. i don't really understand what this all means...being the neurobio geek i am...i actually read an article about the science behind a heartbreak lolol. apparently a heartbreak actually changes the brain chemistry...particularly in the cingulate cortex, the area responsible for pain.

funny.